D.V.K #3

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People, we have to talk, I don't know about you, but since my evolution, I don't know what was in my head, I don't know what to say, I'm always afraid to talk about something or to speak well, but that people don't care what you say, just to make my last drawing "Army of Darkness", was too stressful to make that I didn't know how to color this last one, so it will have a version in black & white, even right now, just writing on the keyboard, I'm always afraid to tell anything, because I want to leave in every direction, so I lost the person who reads my bullshit, I'd like to express myself, do something huge, and nothing but that, it's stressful, because I don't know where to start, and then there's active life that comes now, I only did 1 week of training, when I was supposed to do 2 weeks of training, (History too long to tell), and nothing but that, I feel like I know more about what to do, I think I am condemned to become a worker of my own free will, because in the Valenciennes area, he wants manual & Technical guys, guys like me what, guys who work in the factories & I know that drawing is going to get me drunk, because I have to think about my work all the time, no stop & that to say: "at least I have a salary, I have a roof over my head & I have food" I don't know why I think the end is near & that I am forced to be Mr & Mrs everyone to survive in this world, because doing things that you don't have in your heart, it's impossible, it's just dreams of a rotten kid spoils me as I am, certainly I would continue to publish my drawings, because it's the only thing easy to do, that to do B's.D or Animated Drawings, it's too ambitious, just keep it simple & do as usual, draw that I would like to dream in my crazy crazy, then I can always invent stories, but it will be that text, Roman version, no accompanying Drawing or complex script, just a simple story to tell with only long & boring text to do, I don't know if you would understand that I'm telling you, maybe it's still that fear of living like everyone else & I'm having a ball or that I'm dreaming too much & that I'm never going to be an artist, well, I'm an artist, but in my head & not in real life, you have to accept it, so I'll see that I'm going to do in the future & see who will be able to do it, on that people who are on everything read my paving stone of depressed text according to me, but enough cheer up if I think so, because we'll see that I was able to do, spend a Good day or evening or whatever you are, AV59 ^^